| Vieux...I truly understand your dilemma. You really do need advice from someone on the inside whom you completely trust...like a former teacher or friend. Someone who knows the players involved and can give you really good advice. If you leave this teacher (in the lurch, without a great reason that doesn't affect his ego), you will be feeling the consequences for a long time. Is there a former student of this teacher who is trustworthy and can help you navigate?
It is possible to leave big teachers...but departure must be done masterfully, and navigating egos is part of a musical career. It's very tricky, however, and is like playing chess with dynamite. You have to have a reason that has nothing to do with them, but one they can understand and, even better, identify with.
It is not too late to go to Princeton, if that is what you really want to do. Feeling trapped will not do you or your music any good. I truly wish you well. Let us know how it goes! |