Don't lose faith tj!
also... if boco is really your dream like it is mine you should audition again next year.
i am a freshman now at a community college and auditioned for boco as a freshman so i would be able to be a part of the program for four years.. and also didn't want to limit my odds by applying as a sophomore transfer. I'm now repeating my freshman year.. but because boco is my dream.. the extra year is gladly welcomed and accepted! Just keep that all in mind if it doesn't work out for you this year.. there is ALWAYS another opportunity.. you just have to find it
