lol ok?
but honestly it's not that big of a deal.... I am sure you can get into MANY other good schools... not to mention, are you sure Harvard is/was for you? Successful people in life don't go "O well I'm just gonna die", everyone fails at a lot of things, but the successful people pick up the pieces and move on, good luck to you
Karma has its own way of making things turn out the way they are supposed to, after all, Harvard or any other "prestigious" university does not reflect quality of a person.