| Despite your impressive resume, you're obviously not happy with your life. The first reason for drinking you gave was "numbing pain" - are you THAT depressed? What do you need to escape so badly that you're willing to put your future at risk?
You need to get help. Drinking won't solve any of your problems - it will just create new problems to escape. Please, don't go down that path. Too many people have thrown their lives away. |