i don't know who said it but i do feel a lot more relaxed this time around--i was deferred scea
it's about 10 days to go
10 days before december 15 i was already having panic attacks randomly here and there but now, strangely, i'm calm.
not that i'm not anxious at all, and DEFINITELY not that i don't want to go.
is yale officially going to announce it on the 29th? that's what everyone keeps saying but i haven't seen anything official...?