Well, I guess I really can't say much in my current state, but I guess I'm glad for the experience... I enjoyed talking to the alum, and this rejection letter kind of was a reality check on the impossibility that I could get into a good college

It's kindda funny, MIT was one of my top choices for colleges and I guess I really had wanted to go there. I guess I really should have forced myself to wait for the mail decision like I planned and not just ran to the computer and looked it Up, then I wouldn't have found out so soon...

Funny, this rejection kidda confirmed my belief that I can't get into a good college. Hmmm... I'm not quite sure what to say... I'm at this point where I'm so disappointed that I can't even cry.
I just would like to know which aspect of my application made me such a poor applicant. I have a feeling that I probably got cut off in the first round of decisions. yikes. Ah well, I can go to state college and screw science. Cheers to mediocrity.