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Debtslayer88 · 10-18-2007, 08:59 PM

Um this may become a novel/swan song/Hell finally froze over/Gabriel's horn/fiction story...
Hello all. First off I can relate to JASON YODER (real napoleon dynamite and other suicidals we haven't heard about yet because of our nationality...maybe the dead can see through eyes that are alive). I am also 35 BUT (Afro American...let the stereotypes and prejudice begin) drowning in college debt (almost paid off credit card debt). I work at a sports retail chain making a living wage that now seems like slave wages because of garnishments. I had to move into a roommate situation so I can put myself in a better position to pay off my hideous-makes-me-want-to go sell drugs, become a pornstar/male jiggalo, rob a bank, sell software illegally, or become a hitman for hire college debt. I feel I am so close to the point where suicide doesn't seem like the right option (because I read this forum on the day when I felt like seriously jumping in front of a train) so to all that contributed at this point good or bad/pointless talking out of your ass comments I thank you.
I recently been getting phone calls from another lawfirm collection agency (or whatever they call themselves these days) pretty much threatening to further garnish my already what-canImake with rice to eat for the rest of my life check. I would also like to state at this time that I had a bout with depression on a level where the doctors that tried to diagnose me as being bi-polar or schizophrenic ten years ago. I've been off medication since 2000 and I will admit that YMCA low income section 8 housing (you make more your rent goes higher in less in than a year...how is this helping?) medication & religion isn't always the best solution but, every little bit helps. Right now I really just want to vent what is going through my mind so please forgive me if what you read from me this day forward (or on my tombstone that I can't afford). Is there any lives that may already be at stake (because we as Americans are fermenting our own American Bin Ladens/9-11 contributors and not realizing it yet) still reading this thread? Hello?

10-18-2007, 08:59 PM	#96
Debtslayer88 New Member Join Date: Oct 2007 Posts: 1	College debt is child support money w/o the child. Um this may become a novel/swan song/Hell finally froze over/Gabriel's horn/fiction story... Hello all. First off I can relate to JASON YODER (real napoleon dynamite and other suicidals we haven't heard about yet because of our nationality...maybe the dead can see through eyes that are alive). I am also 35 BUT (Afro American...let the stereotypes and prejudice begin) drowning in college debt (almost paid off credit card debt). I work at a sports retail chain making a living wage that now seems like slave wages because of garnishments. I had to move into a roommate situation so I can put myself in a better position to pay off my hideous-makes-me-want-to go sell drugs, become a pornstar/male jiggalo, rob a bank, sell software illegally, or become a hitman for hire college debt. I feel I am so close to the point where suicide doesn't seem like the right option (because I read this forum on the day when I felt like seriously jumping in front of a train) so to all that contributed at this point good or bad/pointless talking out of your ass comments I thank you. I recently been getting phone calls from another lawfirm collection agency (or whatever they call themselves these days) pretty much threatening to further garnish my already what-canImake with rice to eat for the rest of my life check. I would also like to state at this time that I had a bout with depression on a level where the doctors that tried to diagnose me as being bi-polar or schizophrenic ten years ago. I've been off medication since 2000 and I will admit that YMCA low income section 8 housing (you make more your rent goes higher in less in than a year...how is this helping?) medication & religion isn't always the best solution but, every little bit helps. Right now I really just want to vent what is going through my mind so please forgive me if what you read from me this day forward (or on my tombstone that I can't afford). Is there any lives that may already be at stake (because we as Americans are fermenting our own American Bin Ladens/9-11 contributors and not realizing it yet) still reading this thread? Hello?
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