| yeah, i'm an international applying ED to Brown. I'm going through the same inferiority complex now that I've sent my application... Life would just be so easy if i get accepted. If i get rejected/deferred I will have to spend every waking (and probably sleeping) moment of my Winter Break doing RD applications. Blah. I know i should start them now, but I just don't have the heart. The college anxiety section of my brain is focusing on December 15th... It seems like that day will never come. I can't imagine actually looking online and seeing the decision. Lol my heart just started racing... |