Good job on both posts. Please don't take anything I say as a criticism but rather advice.
Anyway, don't feel that you're NOT going to do anything wrong...you'll probably do several things wrong THE FIRST DAY. That's part of the learning and integration process...even when you're SURE you did the right thing, the cadre will find something wrong.
My son told me that the one time he nearly lost it was when he was yelled at for buttoning his shirt wrong. It wasn't that he was being yelled at, or what he did...I bet it was just his particular feeling at the time. Nobody is expected to be perfect.
As usual, my advice is, go with the flow, listen to your cadre, don't try to be perfect and try not to STAND OUT in any way in which will get you picked on more than usual.
I'm not gonna say enjoy it because you won't...EXPERIENCE IT to the fullest and remember the old maxim,: " (the cadre) can't stop time and they can't kill you."
