Hi, I am 18 and I am a freshman in college and I've never had a boyfriend in my life.
I am not fat (5.2ft 108lbs) and I am pretty satifisfied with how I look.
I've been on several dates before and a few guys have asked me out before but I declined because I wasn't interested in them a bit.
It will be really nice to have a guy that I like and who likes me back as my boyfriend but it's not a BOYFRIEND that I want.
I've just never been liked by the person I really liked and now I am afraid that maybe guys that I like will never like me back in the future and I will eventually just end up going out with a person who I don't even like that much just because I can't get the guy I want and force myself to like him and maybe my marriage will be like that too.
I don't need to have a boyfriend but I just want for once that the guy I like will like me back just so that I know, that I can be liked by somebody I like too. I just want that assurance. Just want to know that I deserve to be liked by somebody I like. Or do I deserve to go out with somebody I like?? Are there certain girls who deserve it and who don't?
I am so sad... and so depressed that no guy that I ever like will like me back..