I really don't understand it. Every morning I always wake up feel crappy, unmotivated, uninspired, and just plain s^$(y. It becomes a drag just to get anything accomplished.
And I don't understand why, because compared to the life I had at my last college (a small liberal arts school), where I barely made any friends the whole year and didn't fit in with the place, i am having an extremely good time at my new school. I am in the marching band, which is one of the best in the country, and in the 2 weeks i've been here I have made so many more friends and hung out with them so many more times than I did at the last school.
Last night after practice we all went to dinner and had a great time, then later we went to a Hookah bar where we just chilled out and relaxed for a few hours. I walked out that evening (as i do most evenings here) thinking, "wow i finally found a place that i love".. I go back to my dorm around 12:30am and watch some TV. I'm a happy camper. Go to sleep. Wake up, and for whatever reason i feel like i do every morning.. unmotivated, crappy, etc.. I always seem to feel like every new day when i haven't done anything social (even when i just wake up) i'm being an antisocial looser.
Even today, where I have practice at noon and my first game marching with the band, a day I will probably never forget, I still feel like crap now as i type this.
So to sum it up, i don't really HAVE a reason to feel crappy like this, especially since i pretty much know it will be gone later today. Does anyone have a similar problem? Or am i just a weird one?