Why can't I move on?! -- the emo thread

[fizix2]

I can't stop thinking about him.
I spend hours with him every day. I decline invitations just to be with him. We've been in bed together several times.

And yet, he continually screws me over. Every time we get together, a little part of me dies. I'm constantly thinking of ways to kill myself because of him. Even when he's not around, I always think of that time we were at the water and he tried to drown me, or that time I was choking and all he asked was whether I "wanted my possessions identified." I mean, what a stupid question. I'M DYING HERE, YOU IDIOT.

I mean, there were good times. Like once he said he'd give me whatever I wished. I mean, I guess that was a stupid thing to say, but damn that was hot. But 99 times out of 100 he always seems to hate my guts. And it's driving me crazy. I think. At least he's nerdy, and makes a lot of random physics references.

What should I do!?!

[MetdethGNR]

He tried to drown you? You should report him to the police and get him out of your life.

[runforfun529]

Is this a joke? It almost reminds me of my relationship.

Minus the drowning part.

[littleathiest]

Uhhh... yeah, you seem to be in a bit of a destructive relationship... particularly with the whole drowning piece. I'd recommend (if possible) to get out of it... you'll be lots of great, nerdy, physics-oriented guys at Caltech I'm sure

[mcqdeltat]

stay in it.

[fizix2]

He also likes to point and curse at me. It's cruel.

And I think if I were to stay with him any longer, I might just die of brainlessness -- he might be nerdy, but he still thinks in black-and-white.

[goodusername]

Are you actor who played the pink power ranger?

[lookbeyond]

I'm not sure if I should laugh or cry, quite honestly.

[mcqdeltat]

I've written a poem on this:
The Sun still Rises

Without you I'm nothing
I'd lose the will to live
Without you I'm nothing
No joy would this world give

Without me you're nothing
There wouldn't be anyone to love
Without me you're nothing
Like an olive branch without a dove

Together in joy and separate in sorrow
We tear each other apart
lest we lose tomorrow
the pain we inflict softens our hearts
So we stay together, F-ing away
Satisfying love with lust, to society's dismay.

Copyright 2006 Published in Lit Mag without the F word.

[steeephhhh23]

ohh myyyyyy

[rockandrolltime]

What's wrong with this relationship? Sounds perfect.

[mcqdeltat]

What do you think of my poem?

[rockandrolltime]

mcqdeltat, your poem is perfection in 3 stanzas. Made me cry. True story.

[mcqdeltat]

Thanks a lot.

[pianoisland]

wow fizix2, your writing is like song lyrics