are we still ranting? because i would like to say:
i hate how my english teacher says i improved yet gives me a B in the class. i hate how i always feel just a little bit more stupid and isolated then everyone else. i hate how one of the guys i thought was my friend only talks to me just to flirt with me. i hate how i'm stuck in spanish even though i hate the language. i hate how i can't go to a top school b/c my parents wouldn't let me apply b/c they thought i wasn't good enough. i hate how i got deferred from the best instate school, especially when everyone thought i was good enough to get in. i hate how i have no plans to do anything besides what my parents want me to do. i hate having no control, i want to get out but i don't know what to do, my cousins are all trying to tell me that getting into a prestigious school isn't worth a lot even though most of them graduated from ivies. i hate that one cousin keeps trying to tell me to go to one state school even though i dont' really want to go there. and i hate how insecure i always feel, no matter what i do.
school's starting tomorrow.. and i'm so not ready.
oh, and i wish i didn't care that my calculus teacher picks favorites and i'm not one of his favs.
btw, i think pandas are adorable. i also have this strange love for pugs and french bulldogs..i just think they're so darn cute! for a long time i was gonna have a pug named chess. (apparently i'm ADD b/c here i was ranting and now i'm going on about cute pets.)
i'll go now, and stop embarrassing myself.
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