I'm just worried because I'm international and need aid, and there's therefore a very good chance that I won't be accepted anywhere I applied. Which is really terribly tough, and something of an excuse for freaking out a bit.
But as long as I make it somewhere
, I won't be slitting my wrists over an MIT rejection -- I love the school, I want to attend, but if I don't get in I don't get in, and it's that simple. My worries about MIT are more an extension of my general 'will I go anywhere
next year?' worry than anything very specific.