I'm really in a hole now. Let's say calculus and me haven't been the best of friends. 1st nine weeks I had a D (66%) and I'm failing now (39%). I've studied with friends, done homework, spent 2 hours a day studying, went to the math lab, where students can get help for math, stayed after school with my teacher, studied from a prep book. You get the picture. Nothing has helped. I've passed tops 2 test the entire year. One with a 77% and one with a low D. So I have a lot of issues:
1.It's a 2 semester class and right now the undue stress it causes me is enormous, and I think that just dropping the 2nd semester will tremendously boost my gpa. I can either have no math or retake the 2nd half of pre-calc. I just don't know what to do at this point.
2. I really don't like my teacher's teaching style, but I switch teachers 2nd semester and part of me wants to wait until I take the first test to see if I should really make such a drastic choice.
3.I'm starting to wonder if the pressure it puts on me is worth it. It makes me feel very stupid, and stressed, and I've cried plenty of tears of it. I'm tired of fighting a battle I can't win
4.I have to change my major. I was planning on going into the sciences which is a lost dream now. I'm not good at anything though. I have no talents or abilities or special skills and languages are the only thing besides science I'm good at at all.