So it's been 2 years since I said that to this guy and till this day we are still friends. We say hi to each other, he tutors and helps me, & and he actually listens to what i have to say. I fell hard for this guy to the point that I don't know i am jealous when i see him talking to other girls. I met him when we were freshmen. Freshmen year, i struggled with acne, inexperienced with makeup, and ofc braces. I changed since clear skin, better makeup, and no braces then and he did too. Not only did he got taller but his body got hotter. He is still nice and sweet to me. but lately i started to remember that i confessed to him since then i tried to block it from my memory. then i looked back from last spring up to now. i was jealous...seeing him w/ other girls. i wasn't showing on the outside becuz he wasn't my bf and i am not like that anywhen and when we got back to school last fall, he told me had a gf. when i heard i was like that's great but a little green monster told me different.**they broke up later.
Yesterday he was helping me finishing an essay, we had to share one computer becuz the others were being used. we each type, sometimes i did and he did. our fingers kept touch unintentional becuz we would pause to think and move are fingers to the keyboard. I felt happy when our fingers but idk about him.
and today i know that he remembers what i said to him 2 years old. and i wonder what he thinks of me? does he notice anything?