I ran away from home when I was 17. Since then I have moved from basement to basement, and finally onto living in my own apartment for the past year.
I am 19 now.
I attended a community college for a semester, so I'm entering this new lively college as a second semester freshman.
I look at the other freshman that are attending and all of them seem so excited for finally being on their own and starting their experience, and even though I am only one semester ahead of them, I feel like I am used to this independence from living in this apartment.
I know this may seem jumbled, but my thoughts are all over the place, and I am afraid of being too conditioned to independence to enjoy my time in college. I want to let loose but I know I would be forcing it.
I have become introverted, I have lost touch with most of my friends, and I don't want this to carry on to college.
Anyone got any advice?