I'm going to start out by giving a background. I made this account about 3 years ago when I was a Junior and nervous to apply to colleges. I was an A student, taking AP and honors classes. I thought that was my biggest problem, but then when I started college and got accepted so easily, I realized I hated it. I commute and I'm glad I do because it definitely helps me when I'm in my depressed moods. I never knew what I wanted to study and I thought it would eventually hit me. It hasn't. I'm a few days away from registering for my Junior year and I still have no major. I hate college. I do good in my required courses; I even maintain a 3.9 GPA. I've never been so depressed in my life than now, since I've entered college. I feel like my life is falling apart yet I don't know where to turn. Nothing offered in college seems fitting for me. I never really had a hobby or things I was interested in. I tried nursing, hated it. I explored the medical field for quite some time. MD, nursing, PA, speech pathology. I don't like the thought of doing any of those. I am not into any arts or music programs. I feel like nothing strikes me more than the other. I thought maybe psychology, but I don't know what I'd do with it. I'm not into anything business at all, and I don't want to be a teacher. It leaves me stumped. My advisor is the absolute best but unfortunately at the time I need her the most, she is out until after registration begins so I can't even talk to her about it even though she knows how I feel. My mom is very understanding but she doesn't have any advice to give me, she just wants to me to be happy. Unfortunately, I'm the furthest from that. I almost dropped out this semester, but I don't want to be looked at as a failure or to make it seem like I gave up easily. Its all I think about 24/7 and it eats me alive. Ideally I'd love to take time off or even not come back, but I feel like I can't do either of those. I hate college and want to be done ASAP, but I am honestly so confused and have no drive. No one truly understands. I don't know what I'm looking to get out of this post. Some reassurance, some advice from people who have gone through this... anything really. I know I can be book smart at most times, but I get stressed very easily and then I feel as though I'm never good enough for anything. But with those feelings aside, I still am failing to find anything.