I am currently a freshman at a community college and I really dislike it so far. All of my close friends have left home and are having a really good time at their colleges and I feel like I'm missing out and am now regretting my decision to go to a community college. I would really like to transfer to a university next fall but I keep having so many mixed feelings. The college that I'm looking at is only about an hour and a half away. Some times when I think about transferring it's really exciting but most times all I can think about is leaving my home and parents. It feels like my stomach drops and my heart races. I have dealt with anxiety and depression issues before so I feel like that has something to do with it. I am so frustrated with myself that I can't just get over my fears. I'm afraid that I'll make the wrong choice to leave home next year instead of staying at my community college. Has anyone else felt like this?