so, i’m in a bit of a dilemma.
i guess i’m the classic resentful younger sibling. i’ve always hated being referred to as “_____’s little sister”, so i made a point of becoming everything my sister isn’t. we are only 17 months apart (2 grades apart), so we are pretty close in age. she’s a sophomore in college and i’m a senior in high school, nearing the end of my college search. i applied to the school my sister goes to, due to force from her and my parents. i got in, and also got accepted to the honors college and got a pretty high scholarship (i got way more money than she got, which she wasn’t happy about).
i love my sister, i really do. she’s my best friend. but, she has a nasty superiority complex. if i receive an award she never got, or outperform her in a certain area, she’ll make some nasty comment. she thinks she’s a lot smarter than me. yet, she really really wants me to go to her college.
i have no interest in going to school with her. granted, it’s a large school (about 30,000 students) but i don’t want to seem like i’m following her to her school. i want to carve my own path in my own life, and i don’t always want to be compared to her. if she happens to get a higher GPA or make the deans list and i don’t, i know i’ll never hear the end of it. we are completely different people, but everyone seems to think i should idolize her and aspire to be just like her.
another thing: the school she goes is in-state, and only one hour away. the school i want to go to is 8 hours away. my sister had a rough freshman year, and was always coming home on the weekends, which was easy due to the close drive. my parents are convinced that i’ll be as needy as she was and that i’ll have no way to come home. however, i am extremely independent. i know i’ll be just fine being on my own, but because my sister was always coming home on the weekends, my parents keep assuming i’ll be just like her. however, like i said, i pride myself on the fact that i am nothing like her, but no one seems to understand that. i’m always being viewed as “_____’s little sister” and people, my parents included, assume my freshman year should be just like hers, down to the school she went to. i’ve been compared to her from kindergarten to senior year. she’s gotten to carve her own path since she’s the oldest, and college is a time to fully express yourself, but no one seems to want me too.
btw: it’s not about the money. my parents are able to afford to send me wherever i want (which i am very grateful for).
TLDR: family is practically forcing me to go to my older sister’s college, but i want to go to any school but that.
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That said, chances that anyone in your new circle will know your sister at a big school is slim. You can definitely carve out your own life and identity, especially if you are in another major.
First, my younger sister went to my school. It was a big state school, and we ended up with some friends in common, but largely created our own paths. It isn't that hard to do at a large University, unless you both have some narrowly defined talent or interest. Even then my sister and I had a couple of organizations in common, but outside of events for those I probably saw her a couple of times a month. Not because we were avoiding each other, just because we were both busy doing our own things. So if you end up there, it probably isn't that big a deal.
Second, last year I wasn't happy about the college choice my oldest was making. He was a great fit for the state flagship, and had many connections already established there. It was the perfect school for him, but he kept coming up with what I thought were pretty weak reasons why he didn't want to go there. Finally one night he opened up and told me the real reason. For reasons that aren't important here, his little brother (only 1 year younger) is very well known in our state. Even though little brother was not planning on going to the flagship, he is still well known among a portion of the student population. Older brother has felt like he has spent his whole life being known primarily as X's brother. He wanted to go somewhere out of state where noone knew our family so he could blaze his own path. His brother is well liked so that isn't the issue, but he was sick of being X's brother, not his own person. I still wanted him to go the flagship, but I did respect where he was coming from. Since that conversation I have not once told him that he was making a mistake with his college choice.
1--You will probably rarely see her, unless you or she goes out of the way to arrange a meal etc.
2-- Practically no one will know you two are related. (it's not like high school)
I say this because I went to the same college as my sister, and also two of my children attended college together. In both our cases the siblings were 2 years apart at a mid size (5000 student) college.
In fact my only clear memories of my sister at college was when we were having a party and I called her to invite all her friends to come join us!
You've been accepted to the honor's college which is great and I presume it fulfills your requirements as to major etc. Sounds like finances are in place. (which is a big deal for parents).
Do you like the school?
You are assuming your parents think you'll NEED to come home and so don't want you to go far away and blame that on your sister's actions. You react to that as an insult. I understand but it may not be true.
As a parent, that's the furthest thing from my mind. In a very selfish vein I'd love to keep all my kids close to home but also know that won't always be an option. Your parents are probably thinking more about themselves than you in that respect.
The school is large. Unless you actively plan to interact with sis, your classes are the same, you join the same clubs, etc. there is no reason to get together. It may be harder than you think. You'll have your own social circles.
If you do have the same interests then your sister's present involvement will probably be beneficial to you.
Believe me, you WILL be carving your own way. You're two years behind. That's a lot in college years.
Why is your sister encouraging you to join her? Consider that. She must be having a good experience and wants you to have one too.
From your post...
"I love my sister, i really do. she’s my best friend. but, she has a nasty superiority complex. if i receive an award she never got, or outperform her in a certain area, she’ll make some nasty comment. she thinks she’s a lot smarter than me. yet, she really really wants me to go to her college."
I'm going to attribute this to jealousy on a sibling level (universal actually).. You state "she's my best friend". If she want's you to attend her college it's because she's had a good experience and wants you to enjoy it also.
My sisters and I went to the same college, our in-state flagship, because it was the best academic option within our family's budget. We only saw each other when we wanted to do so.
If you have other options that are of similar quality or better and at similar cost, then you will be in a good position to negotiate with your parents. However if the distant option costs more without a similar boost in fit, prestige, reputation, academics, etc. it is likely to be a harder sell. Keep in mind that it might be a hardship for your parents to pay an upcharge, even if they "say" that cost is not a factor.
Being in the honors program, you are likely to have access to honors housing and other group activities to build community, none of which is likely to involve your sister. In addition, given the size of the school, it is unlikely that anybody will identify you as the younger sibling.
I would keep an open mind and try to attend an accepted students event and see how you like it. Good luck!
Sit down with your parents and go over the list. Get their input, especially to confirm about cost and travel expenses. As a parent, I’d want to hear why you want to go there and not about sibling relationships. If the university your sister attends comes out on top for what you want, then you need to talk to your parents about how to make that college your domain, and how to create a strong level of independence. Later on, have a family discussion with your sister about how to create an atmosphere that supports both of you on campus. Include your parents in this meeting and you can all come to a decision to work together. You might find that your sister isn't too thrilled about sharing her university with a sibling either, so you might need to work out a compromise between the two of you.
If her university isn’t the best fit for you, then sit down with your parents and go over your list and explain the reasons why you feel another university is a better fit. Your feelings about attending your sister’s college really shouldn’t be the driving force in determining what school is right for you. You might find there are stronger reasons to go elsewhere. Ones that your parents will understand and support.
If you have two universities that are tied for first place, then that’s a great time to bring up the need to have your own university experience completely different from your sister. My kids are also 17 months a part, and I’ll admit there was a lure about being able to drop them off at the same time without having to go to two separate universities, as well as having another sibling there in case an emergency happened, but we didn’t understand how much our son needed to spread his wings away from his sister. We’re a very close family. He adores his sister and loves her dearly, but after spending his entire preschool, elementary, middle school, and high school experience two years behind his sister, and having the same teachers 95% of the time, he was ready to move on. They are equally strong scholars and were in the same clubs. Many times, their friends were the siblings of the other one’s friends. For him, going to a different university is what he needed personally to mature. It had nothing to do with competing with his sister or any personality conflicts. He just needed his own experience.
Ultimately, one chose to live on campus at our local university, while the other was three hours away in Los Angeles. Both received institutional scholarships at their universities, which was a big draw for all of us. It was the perfect decision for both kids. The younger one did apply to his sister’s university, but he only did that to have bragging rights that he turned down his sister’s school (which he did). My son did, however, have a strong list of reasons for not going to his sister’s school that had nothing to do with her. It was a much better fit for him academically, research-wise, and financially.
As an aside - My kids both attended universities with 30,000+ students in large cities, and yet they ran into people all the time they knew from our neighborhood and community, but that is really how it is for everyone in our family. Even when we travel, we run into folks we know, and they did have classes with people from our community.. On the day he moved into his dorm freshman year, my son noticed the names of two friends on the doors right next to his. One from his high school, and the other from his youth group days (this was a good thing for him). I have no doubt my kids would have ran into each other often if they attended the same college especially since they have similar interests. It is how our family rolls. If they ended up sharing the same campus, they would have dealt with it and worked together to make sure they each had their own experience
I went to school 45 minutes away (at the same time as my brother who is 19 months older than me). I never went home, he never went home, I could see his apartment from my apartment balcony, and I never just ran into him. He played tennis occasionally with my friend, I saw his girlfriend occasionally at that was as much interaction as we had.
When you go to school close to home, you control all the contacts. No need for parents to plan a big weekend for you to come home as you can go just about any time for dinner or a party or just to drop in. My friend's son went to the flagship in their town and he came home on Sunday nights to dinner, to do laundry, to watch football. He also brought his cousin who was from a town about 1.5 hours away. Sometimes it is nice to get away from the dorm, from a boyfriend, from college life and it isn't possible at 8 hours away.
I'd take the honors college, the scholarships, the 1 hour from home, and the sister.
wanted to get into a party
wanted a ride home for the holidays
wanted to borrow some money
wanted some advice on professors.
wanted some help moving.
wanted a friend
1) How is the weather compared to where you are?
2) How easy is it to get home for holidays?
3) Is home or college airport in a snowy zone which delays transit?
4) How expensive is it to travel home?
5) How often would they like to visit home? May not be able to go home for say, fall break if it is too $$
6) How likely is it that you will need to come home/need to parent to visit? do they have anxiety, etc?
7) OOS public schools will be more expensive than In state. Private schools will be the same
8) Have you had experience with being away from home? e.g, camps or band trips or the like?
And one advantage to you going to the same school is that the colleges are on the same schedule..pick up drop offs are at the same time. But i don't think that is a reason for you to choose the college.
Nonetheless, Kid #2 inherited a great apartment when Kid #1 graduated, and before that Kid #1 found a place to live for Kid #2 that he liked almost as much as the apartment he inherited a year later. Their parents visited slightly more often and spent more money on them because they could kill two birds with one stone. They did favors for one another sometimes. They traveled home together sometimes for vacations. They shared some secrets that they kept from us. And today, a decade later, they are definitely closer because they shared some common experiences in college.
My two-classes-younger sister was desperate not to be my sister all the time anymore. She felt she never measured up to me. My parents let her go to a college they hadn't let me apply to (too far away for them), because in her case distance seemed so necessary. Then . . . I went to graduate school at her university. And it was nice. We maybe saw each other once a month. She found me my first apartment, which wasn't so great, but I was really nervous about showing up there with no place to live, and I didn't want to be stuck in a dorm. She also found me a car; I gave her rides sometimes. We traveled home together sometimes for vacations. Etc. We are closer today, 35 years later, because we shared a couple of years on the same campus, even though in all that time we may not have spent as much as 10 hours/year together.