The dream ends here, I suppose.
I have mediocre grades (88-89% average) and my SSAT scores were horrendous (77%ile overall [40%ile in math]), and I have a sickening feeling that this just isn't gonna pan out for me, so instead of another heartbreaking "learning experience", I'm just gonna stop this mad train before it gets any father. Oh well. C'est la vie.
You're all so bright! You have what it takes! Go out there and get 'em!