Dismissed, Reformed, Ready

Neptin
Tue, 17 Jun 2014 09:00:18 +0000

Am there unfortunately. It wasn’t laziness that caused me this, it was misguidance. I basically wasn’t studying enough and all my efforts to correct this failed woefully. At the end of my last exams, i smelt doomsday. I had needed minimum of 60%(B) in all my courses to succeed but afterwards i discovered to my horror that i wouldn’t make it. I prayed, i hoped while i waited for my result. It was the hardest wait in my existence. I realised during this period that i may not have been the ideal hard working student but wasn’t a lazy student afterall and if i had been smarter i could have bounced back before probation 2. The determination, the concern, the interest, the effort were always there but i missed facts, directives and orientation to set things right. It was like continously struggling to climb a tall fence without a ladder.
The result was released after 11 weeks wait, and i failed, i made only Cs. The last atom of optimism, positivity and hope in me was crushed and so began my misery.