Do the kids cry too?

fendergirl
Fri, 18 Aug 2006 18:41:28 +0000

yeah… it was actually kind of funny, my sister came out the day before graduation to spend the night with me, and my best friend from school (who lived with his twin brother) had two friends out to spend the night too, and i called there at like 1 am and asked him if he wanted to go for a walk with me which he did and in order to leave had to literally step over the people who were sleeping on his floor, waking them all up in the process. i felt so bad. anyway, we wound up staying out most of the night and i was crying most of the time. i just simply didn’t want to leave. it had nothing to do with missing college or being afraid of the real world or whatever… it was just that i loved that area, my friends were, for the most part, staying in that area, and i was coming home to an area where i can’t stand and where i have no friends (i pretty much grew apart from everying in high school, and the ones i didn’t grow apart from are no longer in this area. and it figured that as soon as i graduated college and came home, that’s when my boyfriend left the area for law school). heck, i’ve been home for a year and I still can’t stand it here. that night i realized that my best friend from college and his brother only lived 30 minutes from my home and that helped because it was like i still have a little part from school here with me… i’m actually about to go meet up with them for dinner tonight. (typical friday night event at a pizza resteraunt. I hope REL is reading this. )