Do you ever feel like a total failure?

bjt223
Wed, 05 May 2010 14:26:21 +0000

Sometimes, but not much as before. I usually dread on life as I had no real friends to talk to and everyone had something going on for you. I’m stuck at community college and everyone had something set for themselves. Some of my friends are getting married and some already lost their virginity to someone while I’m here with no girlfriend and didn’t even kiss a girl yet. Also, intelligence was not forte as I did mediocre on most of my grades and getting straight C’s. I feel like I had no reason to live if I’m going to live a mediocre life. I basically tell myself screw it, work hard on my education, try to get a good career, and everything will fall into places. Oh yeah, my parent wasn’t happy at all. I’m not going to be stuck in the past like before so I did something about it.