Do you ever feel like a total failure?

MushaboomBlue
Wed, 05 May 2010 15:18:48 +0000

I think with final exams coming up, most people’s level of happiness drops a bit – some more than others. I always feel like a failure around exam time. I keep telling myself “Two more years. Just two more years. You’ll make it”. I just want school to be over and move on. But I still have 2 more years of graduate school – if I can even get in. =(

I have no real friends to talk to either. And when you are stuck at a school of 40,000 you feel so alone and don’t know who to turn to. Yet again, I have trust issues with other people. Growing up I had friends who would move on and disappoint me. Now I’m scared to get close to anybody. I push people away before I get too comfortable with them.

To the OP: Have you considered returning back to school? Maybe you can start over and improve from there. Also you mentioned Facebook friends. It does suck to see photos and events on your NEWS FEED. Or maybe learn about an event that your friends failed to tell you about until you see that most of them are going and didn’t invite you (like me -_-)

Maybe you need to delete people off of your list, stop going on there for a while, or just deactivate the account altogether. There is nothing worse than trying to compare what other people are doing in their lives to what you are or are not doing. You shouldn’t compare.