Having an awful time at Pittstart

Roflspammer
Fri, 23 May 2014 02:16:16 +0000

I am an introvert, and I really dislike socialness. I’m back at my hotel and just feel like I made the biggest mistake. College is one big social scene it seems like.

I was supposed to be dorming in tower b tonight but after dinner I had enough so I gathered my things out of my room and left.
Now I feel as though I’m making a poor life decision. Most of the kids seem superficial… Just like high school… Which I also greatly disliked. “Bros” were talking about getting “■■■■■■ up and then bringing girls back to drink with them”. I don’t want to do that. I smoke weed and I drink but that’s not something I just do with random people. I feel like everyone’s so immature and ugh seriously I made a mistake. I gave it a shot with an open mind but at the end of the day I had no desire to be there. I had no desire to socialize. I withdrew while everyone else seemed to be having the time of their lives. I like pitt, I like the idea of education, I like the idea of growing myself as a person. I don’t want the social aspect

I’m not sure what I want but I don’t want to be here right now.