help me make friends haha

ahospital
Tue, 22 Feb 2011 02:42:15 +0000

I see your point zero, but I seriously don’t feel like I can make it 5 months. I have been in social isolation for about three years. I don’t care about good relationships at this point, I just want some people I can laugh with. I want to connect with another human being. I am in so much emotional and physical pain every single day. It is so hard to maintain. I don’t want to slip and ruin my grades again. I am sensitive and I need to be with other people.

I don’t know how to approach my life to where I can be at school and be sociable. I am fun loving and have a good sense of humor, but I feel like my life is making me to tense too be who I am.

I don’t what it is I am doing wrong. Am I too winy? I try to concentrate on my work/day sometimes and I feel a little better but I get tired and I watch TV or something and then that is when I feel horrible again. I useually feel this constant stress and I can’t get any relief.