I AM GOING CRAZY: rants, raves, and reviews

ritzbitz133
Mon, 13 Dec 2004 18:45:59 +0000

CC has that affect on people. I am trying (not successfully) to take these next few days calmly, but every time I attempt to do something else, this little voice chants,“Yale, Yale, Yale, Yale!”. I am so nervous even though I know there is nothing I can do about it. I try to tell myself the less I think about it, the less disappointed I’ll be. But yeah, doesn’t work; that voice drums on. Then I try to reason with myself that if I countdown and obsess, it will bring bad news. So far thats been the trend in my life and in other people’s college decisions. Whenever I put things out of my mind, they turn out better- aka PSAT scores and not SAT scores. So perhaps I will try to stay away from this board until Wednesday. But the key word is try. So, farewell for the next five minutes until the voice returns!