I don't know what to do anymore.

Bostonian7
Fri, 09 Oct 2015 23:01:12 +0000

Stop beating yourself up. You are a teenager not the the person in charge of missile defense in the Middle East. Regroup, figure out what you would like to do with your life, maybe go to a community college and then transfer. Or attend a good state university if you can and look at it as a time to grow, learn, figure things out (that is what college is about). The fact that you were placed in all of those AP classes indicates to me that your school thinks that you are an able student. And do not load up on ECs. Bur do try to find a few things to do that YOU LIKE outside of studies. You mention that your mom suffers from stress and anxiety - that must have been hard for you - and the new school in 10th grade. Take it easy on your self. Take it from someone who enjoyed high school a little too much, things do work out.