I hate my life!!!

megaman123
Sat, 21 Jul 2007 03:46:18 +0000

God damn it. I’m sorry but I have to rant, and I don’t know where else to do it ( all my friends are way asleep, its mad late over here, so this is my only outlet right now). For the past year I’ve had a huge crush on this girl ( lets call her X). So, me and X became really close friends. I quickly learned that it was only X’s twin sister ( note the ****ing irony in this) that found me attractive. So my relationship with X remained purely platonic. We hung out a lot. We went to movies etc. So I eventually told X how I felt, and she told me that we were best friends (agh) but just that. Half a year went by, I got accepted into UPenn, and I decided I was gonna go and study econ there. Graduation passed by etc, and we’ve hung out a lot recently. Today, X’s twin sister told me that X has a crush on ME, that now she’s the one who can’t stop thinking about ME etc ( I still have a crush on X though). So, I approached X ( with the knowledge that she likes me) and I start complimenting her, and I tell her how I’ve always been into her. And wait…don’t fool yourselves, I don’t get a nice happy disney ending where I get the girl…no way!.. that would be too perfect for my awful life… she tells me: No, I can’t. You’re leaving in a month, a month, what would happen after, if only you weren’t leaving… So yeah, this sucks.