I miss having fun.

rayna3
Fri, 04 Jun 2010 00:44:40 +0000

Do you ever wish you spent time with amazing friends and your family more than you spent on homework and EC’s?

No. I have a great, balanced schedule (kinda). The majority of my friends are in my EC’s, so that’s where we socialize.

I’m kind of depressed because I still haven’t found a group of kids at my school to be friends with…

Keep looking! You’ll find them, eventually. I felt just like you in the first semester of Freshman year, but once I began looking for new friends actively, I eventually found them. Most of my new friends are Seniors now, and I’m only a Sophomore. :)

*I can’t get over my past. I had (for the most part) the same close friends from 2nd to 8th grade. Last year, everything changed. I so badly want to feel apart of a tight-knit group like that again… *

If you find a close group of friends, its possible to be apart of a close knit group. I went to a school where the kids knew each other from Mommy and Me (2 y/o) to 8th grade. We still miss each other a ton, but we had to part ways eventually.

*I want to have fun. My mom always worries about me. She said “You’re only young once.” It makes me so damn sad sometimes. I wish it were easier to find good friends. I thought I had found one this year, but I found out that she talks **** about me. *

Aww I’m sorry >.< That really does stink. You know what, though? Most high school students (esp. freshman and sophomores) are still really immature and childish.

I’m stuck trying to decide between pursuing a social life or working my ass off to get into the school of my dreams. God, it’s tough…

I’m choosing my future over a social life. It’s not a very hard decision for me. The future is where I’m going to be spending the rest of my life. May as well make it the best possible, and enjoyable as well. :)