I miss having fun.

Millancad
Thu, 03 Jun 2010 23:37:56 +0000

I had groups of friends all through elementary school, but I don’t think that really counts, since everyone did. So, I had a good group in 8th and 9th grade, centered around 4 people but always open to others. Then, first Friday, first week of 10th grade, one of the 4 friends moved. Another one of the 4 was mostly there for the one who moved, so we were down to 2. That’s not really a group. So there was no more fun :(.
I missed them, but I don’t think I ever missed going out really, since it was only done to serve a purpose. I went out to be with my friends, not vice versa. And I was still very close with the other 1 in our “group” of 2. It was just that I, as well as the one who was mostly there for the one who moved, am not a “going out” type of person. Neither was the one who moved, really.
I guess I missed having a group. And still miss, even though all 4 of us have been able to get together since then. But I had one great friend, a few others I found more than passing good, and many acquaintances. It wasn’t the same – it isn’t the same – but it’s quite all right. Especially since I don’t really like fun.