I’ve been trying really hard but nothing is working

kensip
Fri, 04 Oct 2019 00:32:24 +0000

So I have always been a really good student. In high school I was super active with my school and got good grades and all of that. I got into the University of Maryland and I was very excited to go but none of my friends went to the school so I was going alone.
I had a very hard time adjusting to life on campus, at least 3 times a day I would just completely break down because of how much I dislike it here. I had no friends and all of my attempts to make friends had not worked out. I joined clubs that interested me, and talked to the people in my classes but no one seemed to be willing to even really talk to me. This has continued for a a couple months and I am more miserable and hopeless now than I have ever been in my entire life. I have a therapist I go to as well (I saw her in high school too) but even that isn’t helping the situation.
At this point I am so lost with what I should do. I have absolutely no friends and nobody on campus knows anything more about me than maybe my name. I hate it here so much but I don’t know if I have another choice. I feel like I have been doing all of the right stuff but none of it is working. Being this alone is not something I feel like I am handling very well. Any advice would be appreciated.