I waste too much time...

InquilineKea
Sat, 07 Jul 2007 23:55:48 +0000

****ing hell I do waste too much time
http://talk.collegeconfidential.com/showthread.php?p=2702110

so I was looking at zeta(3)'s posts. He’s a homeschooled student who got the caltech waitlist (he has exactly the plan I would have done had I chosen my education plan - his education plan was EXACTLY what I dreamed of when I realized how pitiful my school educational system was). but damn - he invested his time well.

and i haven’t.

i don’t even know why i returned here in the first place. frankly, reading ben golub and sakky posts is rewarding for its own sake, and so was debating with sakky, but why the hell did i come back here? it wouldn’t have been so bad if i didn’t care about what others think of me - but i do. and now i lost a lot of time here.

there were some other productive debates and interesting questions i raised up - and posting in forums really doesn’t take that much time. what DOES take up time is refreshing the pages for replies just because you ****ing care so much about how others will respond to your damn posts