I'm just gonna come out with it...

G0DZILLA
Sun, 08 May 2011 16:46:50 +0000

So I’ve had enough.

I can’t really talk to anyone about this because it will affect academics so I’m posting this here.

My mother has either has borderline personality disorder (BPD) or has bipolar disorder. My father is disabled after tripping on the staircase and injuring his spine. I go to an independent private school that is quite costly. We receive financial aid so that I can remain in school.

Since my father cannot work, the only source of income comes from my mother. Both have not completed high school education and both cannot speak fluent English so their choice in jobs is limited.

My mother constantly berates me for her “bad life” and she repeats the same lecture OVER and OVER. She has these mood swings that cause her to drive recklessly or throw glass objects around the house.

I feel very unsafe at home and have often stayed at school until 12AM. I have suggested to her that she see a psychiatrist but she ignores my suggestion and says that she does not have time due to her commitment to her job. She works long hours for days to pay the bills.

I will post back later but for now this is all i have to say.