just a little something

blackholezz
Fri, 28 Mar 2008 22:40:05 +0000

hey everyone… i really dont know why im typing here… i guess it’s just a way for me to sort things out…

when i was in high school, i really didnt care about school (grades… ) and focused on just learning… and i was happy… when i graduated, everyone around me was disappointed and then thats when i started to feel hungry for it (it, being “success”) and stuff and just focusing on numbers and i just started to change my view…

i mean, my figures from high school arent that bad… 3.85 gpa, tennis varsity captain, but my SAT was 1840… science club vice president… anyway, i was satisfied but my parents were so disappointed… i got into a decent college…

from the first day from freshman year, all i wanted was to transfer out so i did my best in everything and i took every step hoping it would lead me to the best schools…

i got 3.6 cumulative gpa in college, im a sophomore now and ive been very active in school, been close to the dean and been one of the acknowledged leaders in my school…

ive sent in all my applications and i know my chances ar eextremely slim… but idk… where do i go from here? it just seems so pointless.