may 1st. was a bad day...

lolaloka
Fri, 02 May 2008 00:39:02 +0000

i don’t know how to start but i don’t understand how can a college accepts me for admission and days later denies me. how come?. is it the worst could ever happen to me. i was so excited when i got accepted to my 1st choice college. I also was telling everybody that i was getting ready to go there. i couldn’t believe it, was like a dream and i swear that every morning when i wake up i thanked Jesus everyday cus i got in the college of my dreams. i didn’t visit the college at 1st time cus i was waiting for my acceptance letter to do so. later on april 29th, i decided to visit the school. i was mad excited that i called my parents to ask 'em for deposit the same day. so, i got enrolled and everything was fine and didn’t leave the place until i clarify my doubts about financial aid. i asked to the admissions office 'bout financial aid cus they never sent me info. of loans that school offers. then, they just gave a verification worksheet and i wasn’t that happy cus obviously i’m citizen born in the u.s. and surely i qualify for that crap. i was like: why the heck they gave me that?.. helloo i’m not international. minutes later i agreed to send 'em the packages by mail. after that i was still excited until today. oh no! may 1st is really a bad day!.. after i came from high school my sister called me at home and told me that the college admissions office can’t continue with the process of registration cus i’m not accepted. it’s unbelieveable cus i received the acceptance letter on april 2nd, so i called 'em immediately to know what was going on. then they just replied that probably i missunderstood the letter. i guess counselors of that school don’t even know what info… they send to applicants. they asked for the info… of the letter. unafortunately i couldn’t tell 'em instantly cus i was really furious. i tear the letter in small pieces and threw it in the garbage. luckily it was the wastebasket of my room and later i started looking for the tiny pieces of paper between other trash and found the pieces. so i had to join the pieces again as if it were a puzzle. when i finished joining 'em i got what was the info… and wrote to them by e-mail explaining what is the entire letter about and i don’t have a clue what’s gonna happen later. at this moment i’m just very upset. a friend of mine told to not give up but it’s not easy to insist. it’s not fair what that college is doing to me. it’s like they are just playing by changing their mind whether to admit me for the fall semester or not. not nice cus i waste my money, spent time, i tried the hardest to get in.