not feeling motivated and dreading the new school year

heteromono
Tue, 31 Jul 2018 22:55:59 +0000

i think for me it seemed right since i kept thinking i don’t have spectacular ec’s so i have to have something impressive on my app to get in. I’ve been thinking of getting evaluated but my family ( i don’t know if being asian has something to do with it) are very against mental illness and everytime i have an episode and stop functioning and stress, my grandma who i am very close to me will always comfort me but she will always say that you can’t have an illness and try not to do this next time. My mom always tell me not stress and that she’ll get really really really mad if I actually become depressed. So, i feel really stressed to talk about my condition with counselors especially bc I’m afraid they will tell my parents and my parents will be mad.