Sad to say I have given up

momma-three
Tue, 02 Aug 2011 17:12:49 +0000

I would be thrilled if my daughter could or would accept responsibility for her actions in the future but I honestly don’t think I would ever really feel like she could be in my life anymore in the same way that my other kids are. It would take alot for me to believe it was not an attempt to draw us back in just to create the chaos that she has brought to all of us. I am worried like crazy about her and still not able to sleep because she is now out there somewhere and I have no idea how she is living. I am still walking around in a fog but I don’t have the police here and I am not worried about our safety or if she will burn our house down. I think she understands that coming near the family would mean the police would take her into custody. Right now that is the only peace there is. Now our daughter is surviving is only something she could answer but based off of past experience I am sure she has found somebody to mooch off of until she no longer needs or likes that person. The sad thing is she will leave a trail of people behind her that won’t have a clue who she really is. She fooled alot of people for a long time including a long term boyfriend. He got smart and grew up and now that young man has a chance of actually finding a healthy relationship with someone. My daughter is nothing like BPgirl and is not capable of looking within and seeing any fault with herself. She really thinks that people should not expect anything from her and be happy just to be around her for whatever amount of time she decides to put into it. That goes for all people…family…friends…girls… and guys. She will use anyone and she doesn’t care how.