so what should I do?

QwertyKey
Sun, 18 Apr 2010 15:52:57 +0000

^No you’re not, you said in the OP! You can’t go back now!

Focus on learning English as well as you can right now. Read books, write stories (or whatever you want) and try to have people correct any grammatical mistakes. Make sure these are people who know what they’re talking about.