Throwing in the towel...

hypsmc42
Fri, 05 Aug 2011 04:25:47 +0000

That’s it. I have offically given up on trying to get in a relationship. I’ve tried & tried to be chivalrous and caring to females but they all ignore me after a weeks time.

Apparently treating a girl with respect makes you undesirable so my resignition isn’t in vain. I just wanted a single girl to be with for at least a couple months to be able to care and express myself to but no, if you desire a girl for something besides sex it’s creepy and boring. I will die a virgin not knowing what it felt like to kiss a girl or hold hands whilst girls flock to men who cheat on them and slap them around.

For the mean time, all I need is money and material possesions to fill this void in my heart. I was given the ***** end of the karmic stick and am just genetically predisposed to repulsing girls.

I don’t know how stupid I was to actually keep trying, hoping that a female would even want to be in a relationship with me. False hope was my own worst enemy and I realize how foolish I was to even believe in myself.