Told my friends about GT

Figgy
Tue, 13 Feb 2007 18:35:55 +0000

Ya do you still talk to em and c em (and r u a guy? Just seems less likely for my gender to call sum1 up or something lol). Ya they kept getting teary eyed so I would make jokes. But they do understand that it’s Cornell and it has my major so they do sort of understand. It’s really ty tho. At the end of the night one of em was like " it, we’ll have a lot of fun for now and everyone will cry the last month lol". I was like hmm…that could work haha. I just hate that I’m screwing w/ their lives n feelings cuz they pictured us all being together for 4 yrs and by me transfering I feel like by choice I’m destroying it all. I donno just sux a lot. Don’t get me wrong, I love Cornell and everything but I love my friends…we have so much fun hangin out and it’s gonna be really depressing when I have to leave. Ohhh life…the crazy things that happen…

PS I feel really bad about that one friend too cuz he was looking forward to rooming w/ me and was actually saying a while ago that if it wasn’t for me he would think of commuting. (Which makes me reallllly mad cuz we woulda had so much fun too…) So now he’s really confused and didn’t fall asleep untill 6:30 am! I feel really bad about that cuz whenever he has anxiety about some big test or some big change he can’t sleep … He’s pretty much the man and we r best friends so I feel like I’m abandoning him especially cuz our tight group is 2 guys and 3 girls and now its like him and 3 girls, 2 of who r gonna be RAs next year so it’s like shiiiiit. I donno I’m glad I can get this off of my shoulders on this forum to say the least…