I can't seem to open myself to be wild. I had been through parties, but everywhere I look everyone is either having fun or drinking. I want to join in the action, but can't get myself involve to wild activities because I'm either too shy or scare to do anything. When a girl was ( I think) staring me or try to dance with me, i choked and didn't move that much :( lol. So CCC, how can I get myself to have fun and let myself go?
PS: I'm not really a party animal, but once a while I want to be like myself and "unleash the beast" in me.