Hello all, I am currently 17 and after having graduated early from highschool I am approaching the end of my first semester. For some reason I'm listed as a Junior and have credit for a bunch of courses I never took through university (I did as pass/fail AP credits) which I feel has actually been a massive hindrance due to making being garbage in later classes have more impact. I mistakenly chose to enter the honors program, which as part of it forced us to take a generic one credit planning course to figure out class schedules for future semester. I am going to be practically failing this course since I omitted plans to continue through the honors program (since I don't plan to as I'm doing a physics BS, mechanical engineering degree, and mathematics minor and I quite frankly do not have time to waste retaking "honors" versions of courses I have AP credit for while graduating in under 4 years). This will be my only B of the semester and the way I see it, since most of my credits aren't computed into my GPA it is going to utterly destroy me. Is there some way I can write this year off as a glorified senior year of high school and start from scratch as a freshman with 0 credits and no Bs on my transcript. I am considering just dropping out of school and killing myself if I end up being stuck as a sub 4.0 waste of life after my FIRST SEMESTER. Please tell me there is some way I can just throw out everything and start over. I'll go to another university if that's the requirement to have these grades removed from transcript. but I would hate to think that I've already ruined all prospects for a successful life before even reaching adulthood.
My apologies for the wording I have never gotten below a 4.0 on any transcript and the prospect of doing so is just too much.