So this is my first time calculus 1. And it is way so difficult, I am having a hard time understanding the concept. I major in mechanical engineering. If I can't even pass calculus 1, I can't imagine how calculus 2 and 3 will be like. And the dream becoming a mechanical engineering can't become true :(
I didn't do well in the first two quiz. I feel like I won't able to pass college and I can not become a mechanical engineer. I feel like there are no hope for myself. And my father will be mad. He have a lot of hope for me and spent hundreds of dollar into my education already.
I don't know what to do!