<p>ctl987- CC is a great place to vent frustration. If I may make a suggestion, please consider waiting before you send anything to NMSC. Right now, your thoughts appear to convey both anger and hurt feelings. It is perfectly understandable to feel this way. I think you need to give it a little time before you send something that you may regret at a later date. I am not saying the points that you are making are not valid and should not be expressed, but that maybe how you present those words might be heard better when written after you have had a little more time to digest everything. So sorry for your loss of a dream that has not come true.</p>