<p>If decisions aren’t up soon, I’m going to DIE!</p>
<p>Good luck everyone!!! It’s been fun chatting with you all and hopefully we’ll see each other at Yale 
less than 2 hours</p>
<p>Uuuugh how I going to survive school at this rate?</p>
<p>dear time,
kindly accelerate.
thank you,
-meg</p>
<p>^ LOL that was funny</p>
<p>^and so true</p>
<p>urrrhg. my stomach is eating itself. goodness i just want to get this over with haha.</p>
<p>Haha, thanks meg for the comic relief :)</p>
<p>I kinda don’t want to know…on some sick level
at least if i don’t know, then I can’t be depressed over a bad outcome</p>
<p>haha so true rocket6louise. if i dont know, then there’s still hope!</p>
<p>^^ I think the anxiety would kill me if I do that. Literally. My heart would probably burst. DX</p>
<p>today was the longest day of school. ever. </p>
<p>every few minutes i would count down the time left…horrible.</p>
<p>its midnight here, i have a maths test 2mro on differential calculus and i havent studied one bit… i have an english oral on othello 2mro… havent touched tht either… i havent slept in forever… i just randomly burst into tears right now… i need to get rejected and move on already… here comes the first rejection i’ve ever faced… my first… “we regret”…sighhh pessimism</p>
<p>and i keep staring at this:</p>
<p>[Countdown</a> to Yale University Early Action Results](<a href=“http://www.e4-nyc.org/yalecountdown/]Countdown”>http://www.e4-nyc.org/yalecountdown/)</p>
<p>i am attempting to write a reduction for The Great Gatsby to keep my mind off it. but it’s a fail. why oh whyyyy did Tom and Nick have to attend Yale?</p>
<p>ahhh less than one hour. i’m officially freaking out. :(</p>
<p>they attended yale?! oh dear now i kno im gunna fail my IB english HL A1 … im supposed to know gatsby!! hahahahaah wow this day keeps getting better</p>
<p>yes they did!! haha goodness. it’s everywhere.</p>
<p>all i keep thinking is gossip girl… :P</p>
<p>ahh only a matter of minutes…for some reason I’m strangely calm. I’m a little worried 'cause i’ve slipped back into the “I’m getting accepted!!” mentality and I KNOW that I’m just setting myself up for disappointment :///</p>