I think now is a GREAT time remember, you are so fortunate with your upbringing, private schools and more.
Your problems really are minimal. not trying to downplay but there’s a lot of unfortunate people in the world. You aren’t one.
You’ll start a new family tradition at Brown - and you’ll have an open curriculum to boot so you can focus your studies where you want.
If you were playing a lottery, you clearly won.
Don’t forget that - best of luck.