<p>It is not my ego that is the problem here. The fact that we will be living together for the next four years without change is what is my problem. I want to explore different groups and different people not be limited to a small amount of them. And the other kids might look down on us. I don’t want to be known as the kid who got in because he was another race and isn’t white. I just want to blend in and make the friends that I want to make. Not just socialize with the small amount of people in the program. I am honored and appreciate the fact that I was admitted. Just didn’t think it would be like this. If i can’t opt out I will probably be headed to UCLA or Michigan so I am not as concerned as I should be. I find it to be an insult to be put into a program I was never asked to apply for and join. </p>