@skylarmt Oh, I know how frustrating this could be. But if this is your passion, don’t give up.
- Try some of the non-audition schools
- Send a video to those still accepting applications.
- A gap year might be the right choice, and make sure you take the time to: 1) Work part/full time and with that money you take lessons on what you feel needs help 2) Audition for community theatre to keep it going and make more contacts.
You will get through this, and you’ll see, in a couple of years you will be sharing with others what you did and give your advise based on your successful story.