<p>@curmedgeon, It can be very difficult at times to not look back. Life sucked in high school. All my talent was wasted. I try to stay positive and focus on the future even though I’ve been conditioned to feel worthless. Also, many people don’t realize just how humiliated I am to attend a community college. Again, I’m not giving myself an excuse for current my short comings. I’t just hard to forget.</p>