<p>Thanks so much for replying!
And thanks for being honest- maybe I need a decent scare to save myself? I dont even know… I’m just scared that the environment would overwhelm any dreams I have about film, because anyone I’ve ever worked with before in this area has been lazy, procrastinating, ignorant and worst of all, just RUDE- which makes me wonder if others will be this judgmental to women in this area… I hope that maybe I’ve just been unlucky (year after year I see awful people just join our Media arts class and give us a bad reputation), and this isint the norm?
So… If were to go to film school (if I do go to that major), should I declare right away (is that mandatory), and how much of a disadvantage will I have if I’ve never had a teacher teach me anything about film, and just by your experience, how motivated are the people there?
Im sorry if I sound whiny or childish- my high school experience hasn’t been much fun…</p>
<p>And Congrats on your acceptance! I think its amazing that you know what you want- if only i had the same confidence…</p>